Hello all,
Yes, I'm still here.
No, I have not completely giving up on blogging.
This last month has been an interesting one, but things are looking up, and I am feeling the itch to record my children's childhood once again.
Those "interesting" months pop up so unexpectedly, don't they. Life seems to stay the same for so long that you fall into this false sense of security that it's going to be like that forever. And it's just not.
At a routine Dr. appointment I found out that I needed to increase some medication that I take. ( I take thyroid hormone because I've got a bum one.) No big deal, I've had increases before. But this time proved to be different. I kept getting sent for more tests and more tests until it culminated in a biopsy (where they used FIVE needles) and the "C" word (you know, cancer) started to be volleyed around. Praise the Lord God up above through whom ALL blessings flow, the tests came back benign. But now I get to play the "Watch the Nodule" game for the next 5 years.
Then to really have it hammered home that life is not picture perfect, a great opportunity to lead was offered to a friend of mine. Who knew the "opportunity" would NOT be an "opportunity" to lead and serve, but an "opportunity" to take the high road through character assassination and pettiness. It has been so frustrating and deeply saddening to watch and be helpless.
ANYWAY!
As my thyroid levels are being brought back up to normal, I am starting to feel "normal" again and am starting to have the energy to enjoy the things that I normally do.
This bum thyroid thing is so funny. I can't necessarily tell that I am getting "low" I just get pathologically lazy. Which I can't self-diagnose when I'm in the middle of it. I just berate myself that I need to tighten up those bootstraps a little tighter.
BUT now, on the upswing, I start to be able to see where I have fallen apart and can tackle those big tasks that seemed insurmountable a few weeks earlier.
For instance the space beside my bed. Um, scary, I wish I would've had the where-with-all to take a "before" picture. But suffice to say, if you've seen any of those "compulsive hoarder" shows, I was rivaling the best of 'em.

But now, I look like a hoarder of magazines and books, no more.
Also on this upswing these

are getting used much more often. I've got a new training schedule and have the days counted to my 1st road race. Let the racing season begin!
And the kids, thankfully they have been oblivious to all the drama and have been napping,

relaxing,

and just plain enjoying their childhood


as much as ever. (Well at least most of the time. :) )